Pass me a tissue

Dear Londyn,


Lately I have been so emotional. There is this song by Lady Antebellum - Need you Now and it brings me to tears every time it comes on. (Once you are old enough and can listen to the words please don't think I'm crazy because it talks about drinking and by no means should make me think of you.) When you were in my belly this song was popular. I would get teary eyed anticipating when you would enter my life. I cried the other day watching someone on youtube tape their baby rolling over, and this was a stranger video.  I never thought I would be this happy!  You make my life complete. That sounds so cliche but it really is true. You are my pal and made me realize I will never be alone ever again. You make me smile when you smile and laugh when you laugh. When you reach another milestone I love it but also get sad because it's true how fast it goes. You have given me patience something that I have lacked before. I cared about my appearance in the past now what's a little spit up on my new jeans. I would always think how ridiculous those mothers were that always busted out with their babies pictures and now all I want to do is show you off to the world. I can't wait to spend our lives together and what makes me happy is that one day you will feel this joy when you have a family. You are of course reading this after you finished college, got married and are an adult :) Mommy loves you SO much!!!